‘Joy is distinct not only from
pleasure in general but even from aesthetic pleasure. It must have the stab,
the pang, the inconsolable longing.’
‘All Joy reminds. It is never a
possession, always a desire for something longer ago or further away or still
“about to be.”’
–C.S. Lewis
There is
something in the way C S Lewis describes ‘joy’ that resonates with me. I have
never been entirely sure that I would call that which he describes ‘joy’. But I most certainly
identify with that sense of longing, the pang of which he speaks, ‘a desire for
something longer ago or further away or still about to be’. Oh yes, I know
that.
I felt it
yesterday as I drove through an area of frost covered trees, their delicate
branches stiff and glistening in the low winter sun. As I gazed on the scene I
felt that pang...almost like something vaguely remembered, or just out of reach,
or deeply desired.
I suspect
that most people feel that way at times. I think it is part of what all these
Christmas TV adverts are attempting to evoke, whether by stirring up some
nostalgic longing, or presenting an idealised picture of celebrations or
family, or inviting us to enter into some imagined ‘perfect’ future.
These
advertisers know what they are doing. They are connecting with that deep
longing and yearning in us all for something almost remembered or hopefully
reached for. And if I understand the point that C S Lewis was trying to make about
he called ‘joy’, this universal pang of yearning within us, points towards something
bigger and ‘other’ which is the true object of our yearning.
The season of
Advent connects with this sense within us all.
We recall the generations of
waiting and watching, yearning and praying by God’s people for the Day of the
Lord to come. It is of this that the prophets wrote. And we enter into that yearning
and longing for the fullness of God’s rule to be established, when justice and
peace and healing will finally prevail.
And in the
midst of the personal difficulties and uncertainties with which we as a family
have been wrestling these last few months, that yearning has ‘ached’ within me.
Of course, it has had a very specific and personal focus with regard to
comfort, resolution, direction, provision etc all related to our particular
circumstances. But I sense also that there has been more; that this personal
and specific yearning has connected with a deep and more persistent yearning within
for the fullness of God, for God’s rule to be established, for the healing of
the nations, for the final redemption of the world, for... well, for what? In
the words of C S Lewis ‘for something longer ago or further away or still “about to be”’.
Of all human
desires would this alone remain without the possibility of fulfilment? May not
the very existence of this longing confirm to us that our hope is in something
greater, deeper and yet to be?

Thoughtful and helpful. Thanks.
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